Wedding Invitation by Nisa Mazbar

Custom made Wedding Invitation designed by Nisa Mazbar. And the bride-to-be...me!

Invitation box with genuine suede lining

..With embroidery

As thick as a book

The Initials.

Hard cover invitation card with genuine suede lining

..With RSVP card, Map & Agenda.

...With a little cute Swarovski Crystal

Since the Theme is "Swan Lake"..

I've designed a Swan Lake pop-up Card :)

L'Amour..

à suivre.

Gorgeous pieces

I went to Rizalman's Bridal Show recently at PJ Trade Centre. It was gorgeous, elegant and rich. I love each and every pieces of the bridal wear. You can take my word for it. So I passed a few invitations to few people including the designer himself. I wasn't expecting to see my friend Yana and her mom Datuk Seri Shahrizat Jalil. They both went back earlier than us and I only brought few invitations at that time, so I have to get ready for a little crazy time because I have many more to give away.

The Finale

Chatting with Zaireen and her cutie sister

Chilling with Khir while waiting for the designer

Finally

Insomnia

2 more months to go till the highlight of my life, and I am "effing" stress. I am having insomnia since 2 weeks ago. I kind of look like a panda now. It's just so hard to sleep when you think about bzillion things at night. Usually girls, well, most girls will be so thrilled to get married cuz oh I don't know, maybe they forgot about the "consequences". That might sound harsh to any groom but I'm sorry, I love seeing your girl getting married to you, but those stuff are not for me...well I am freaking out. It's not that we're having problems, he's definitely a sweetheart but the problem is now is that...not to say that I am afraid of a commitment just like the typical playboy might say, but I am just afraid of the future. I hate gambling. Marriage is a gamble. Well that is what my mum said. I am just afraid of putting my future in a man's hand. I don't like that sound. In fact, I hate it. Maybe it's because I am feminist.

Damn. je suis dans la merde.

I don't like to think about negative things but I can't help it since I am surrounded by comedians. Example, I went to see my supplier this morning. As we were talking about business, she asked me this;

Aunty supplier: So, kamu kahwin dengan anak dato' ka?
Me: Tak.
Aunty supplier: Oo..Anak orang kaya la?
Me: Tak.
Aunty supplier: Aiya! Bukan anak orang kaya pun kamu mau a!
Me: haha. ala aunty, I takmau family dia la aunty.
Aunty: Oo..yaka? Dia rajin ka?
Me: Mestilah aunty.Saya sudah lama kenal dia dari Paris lagi.
Aunty Supplier: Oo.. Sudah kerja ka?
Me: Sudah aunty, dekat French company sini.
Aunty supplier: Oo.. Bagus bagus

Okay then I switched the topic back to business. 10 minutes later she asked again;

Aunty supplier: Handsome ka your fiance?
Me: (Sigh) Aiyoo aunty, mestilah handsome. I have to look at his face every morning for the rest of my life, kalau tak handsome cannot la aunty.
Aunty supplier: Hahahaha

Look, I know my supplier, my seamstresses, my assistant(yes I have new assistant now,yay) they all are worried and want the best for me, but those kind of conversation is not helping me to fight the insomnia at all..heeeelp. Plus, after an incident with one of his family members, makes me feel reluctant of doing a lot of things. I just hate when people take kindness for weakness. I just hope that in the future, everybody can read between the lines that nothing is free in this world and do not take advantage of other people. Makes you look like a cheapskate and desperate. Let's hope for the best and look at these pretty things shall we?

One of my favorite piece

Client/Friend Malay traditional Reception dress

Full embroidery

Too tense. Go for GODIVA

Looking at finished pieces makes me feel great!

100% Swarovski

Client/Friend Shoes

10 Jour.. Le Sigh

Sorry viewers, been busy with the preps. Plus, I been having many sleepless nights, due to the wedding stress. There are not much stress on my side of a family though, everything is fine. But we'll get back to that later. So There are not much to say about the 10th day in Paris, actually was my last day in the city of lights. I remembered how I felt the last time I was leaving France for good. It's like leaving my home, and nowhere else to go only because me and Redz both were so happy together. But of course you can't isolate yourself and live in the fantasy world. Well, it was a cool fantasy for me, though we had our ups and downs.

I actually didn't even want to talk about the 10th Day, because I wasn't really pay much attention on my feelings towards the city. Oh but I spotted a Fitness First in Paris! Hooray! Okay, but I was just glad to be on my way back to KL. Gee thanks Gaspar Noe, your film gave a huge impact on me. I am surprised that I survived Paris for couple of months before I met Redza. Dang. I didn't know the city could get so... disgustingly violent.

I'll upload some pictures I took during the Day 10 later because I am dead tired now organizing a lot of things for the wedding. Le Sigh.

9eme Jour.. Boohoo

The day when Redza had to leave France, is the most uncool part of the journey. Well, he can only take several days off from his work. Plus, he's on standby ticket. That's so holly uncool. I just feel that even though he can get a cheaper flight (cheaper than Air Asia) from Qatar Airways cuz his father is currently working there in Doha, standby ticket is just.. uncertain. You know how it is. Well, when we are married I'll make sure this incident of 'standby ticket' will never happen. Plus, I don't wanna be hijacked by Osama's leftover people in the plane. In any case, our Airline is the safest. I love Malaysian Airlines and Air Asia.

So anyway, I was sulking and not talking throughout the day cuz I was busy crying till I fell asleep on the bed. I hate being away from Redza. Paris is just some other big empty lot without him. My mum already left when I woke up. I remembered she told me that she is going Lafayette again to buy more stuff for my grandma. So I found Aiman was alone at the sofa in the living room, watching the tele, some show that he can barely understand. So sweet of my baby bear brother to stay at the apartment with me cuz usually he will follow my mom anywhere she goes. He saw my swollen eyes, his hand on my shoulder and asking for Redza. Awwwh, I had the teary eyes again. Oh, that day is so not fun. I didn't even bother to go to the Black Eyed Peas concert.. I missed the gay parade too. I don't mind, cuz I already experienced the fun. Yes, it was fun, check out my old blog post for it. Same ol' parade, Lots of guys..handsome guys..I'm talking about cream de la cream. Seriously you'll droll, but they won't be interested as long as you are a girl haha.

Anyways come to think of it, where were Redza when I was at the Parade 4 years ago? Hm.. Oh ya, he left for Umrah.. I think it's a sign. He can't be at the Parade, or he'll be abducted by a scary hairy guy..hahah! For the typical guys out there, gays are purely macho man, not a 'drag' as you all typical ignorant people may call it. They can bash you up just like any other man.. So please do not think you are safe amongst your own gender, especially in Europe. I think mostly in Asian countries, it is not safe for girls to walk alone at night, but in Europe..it applies to both sex. I'm not kidding. If I were a man, I wouldn't dare to walk near the red light district. You'll never know what's coming. So guys.. if you are the irresistible type, beware...

My baby bear

When gloomy.. Go for the Oysters!

I invited Liza and Joanne for dinner so I'll feel less awful